Since this is the season of remembering Jesus crucifixion  and the value of his sacrifice on behalf of the whole mankind, we would refer you to the following site to realize at least in part how awful this way of death was and what it entailed: http://www.frugalsites.net/jesus/crucifixion.htm

Isaiah 53:4

3 He was despised and forsaken of men, A man of sorrows and acquainted with grief; And like one from whom men hide their face He was despised, and we did not esteem Him.

4 Surely our griefs He Himself bore, And our sorrows He carried; Yet we ourselves esteemed Him stricken, Smitten of God, and afflicted.

5 But He was pierced through for our transgressions, He was crushed for our iniquities; The chastening for our well-being fell upon Him, And by His scourging we are healed.…